I am gifted with the curse of loyalty

Yes…

School tomorrow. Its been a long time in coming. I can’t wait. It’ll be nice to go back. I’ve watched my AVEDA peeps just graduate. Geez…that should have been me. That’s what I get for quitting school.

On another note. My friend is about to do something I absolutely don’t agree with. This is no small thing either. Life altering. I couldn’t even talk to her about it yesterday. I know I need to stand by her and support her…I think. But its hard for me to do. I don’t know. Ill have to think on it. I just don’t know.

Ok

I got my nails done and my tootsies. I’m going to.color my hair.today. I’m on my way. Wewt wewt.

Hrmph

I obviously no longer have kristin as a friend. I guess that’s what happens. Stop bring roommates and that’s it. Nothing left. We don’t talk at all. I tried calling her earlier in the week to no avail really. Its not worth my time any longer. I give up. Hinestly,without going in to it. She’s actually a pretty terrible friend. Oh well. Maybe ill make some new ones in school. I guess there’s no reason in being hurt any longer.

I’m so tired. John woke me up at 530. He went back to bed. I stayed up. What is going on. I just want to sleep. He wakes me up every day. Grrrr. I guess I could just go back to bed but I always get up to be with him. Stupid! He goes back to bed. Sigh. Oh well.

K, bye

Soon

School starts soon. I’m so excited. I’m finally going to finish. Ill finally get to do what I love. Yay. Its been so long in waiting. I hope john keeps up his end of the bargain.

So….

We did it. We’re in our townhome. Now to unpack. Its amazing how over whelming unpacking seems.

Why do I feel so strange today?  I feel like something isn’t right.  Maybe it’s my husband.  I just found out he’s still being sneaky.  So stupid…sigh.  But, that’s nothing new….what’s going on with me….hmmm.  I’ll have to think on it. 

Today we start part of the move.  Yay.  I’m so excited still.  A bit nervous..because it’s me and John.  But, excited none the less. 

I can’t sleep.  I have to pee all the damn time.  What is wrong with me?  I want to sleep.  Sigh

Today

We go to the art museum. I’m taking aaliyah and we’re meeting sydney and her school there. It’ll be nice to get out. We sign the lease tonight. Wow. Its so close. We finally get to move. I’m so excited. We need to get out of here.

Ugh

Sitting at home all day alone and bored is a recipe for disaster. Truly a bad combination for OCD. On another note. Why can he find time to text other people but ignore my texts????? Maybe I won’t care so much when I’m busy during the day with school. Here’s hoping!!!! Love me my ass. Grrrrr